fa-la-la-la.....
dum-dee-dum...
*clickety click*......

5:58 PM | spud | url | #

Dré!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You don't know how comforting it is to see you returnith to us. How are you doing? I've been worried about you :P
I have to e-mail you but I'm trying to be busy these days doing work. *sigheth* Stories I say.

For real where IS Q? Tell him to come here dammit. Bloggg. So ok I'm going thru withdrawal without my site and all stuff. :(

1:31 AM | Trace | url | #

guess who's back. still getting it hard but trying to rise above. so what the dilly with y'all people. tracey what you up to? jus what about you? what the deal. long time no see. you have DSL now I supposed to be seeing you online at all times. what you doing. come. talk to other people other than mich. anji. where you at girl. jus where's Q? how's he doing. give him my love. my love to all y'all.

7:03 PM | Xelent | url | #

Ent.

3:36 PM | Trace | url | #

UGA BOOGA!

Just thought I'd lighten things up in here a bit...

Hey *missing bloggers*, this isn't survivorblog, we didn't vote your asses off the blog, so come on back now, come on back...

11:28 AM | Jus | url | #

This overwhelming outpouring of joy and laughter is too much for me to handle. Wow. That's all I can say right about now. Geezus Christ. I'm sorry I can't help all of you. I've been in a strangely good mood. I feel like a pariah now...lovely. :P

5:56 PM | Trace | url | #

Jus...i've been takin this shit for the past...god knows how long(i'm sure ur quite aware of this).....not only from parents,but teachers,every damned person i've unfortunately come in contact with.....i can't handle being dictated......this world is too f*cked up....
would u believe my dad considered putting me in a sanitarium????
*sigh*

10:00 AM | spud | url | #

Okay *cough* what the F*CK is going on here?!?! Why is everyone, EVERYONE suffering from some kind of depression? Is this contagious?!?

ANDRE, bloody hell man, what you NEED to do is get the FUCK outta that house man, your parents are slowly driving you insane, you let too many outsiders dictate the pace of your life, you've got to figure out what the fuck you want to do and run, screaming, for it and never look back.

Krys, oy, you CAN'T get the fuck outta that house, not without being found at some later date and being in a world of shit, a much worse position than you're in now. SO my dear, the solution is quite simple, SUCK IT UP and just pander to the parents FOR NOW, if you're a nice, obedient daughter in their eyes, they'll ship you off to art school and then guess what, YOU'LL BE FREE, except for the semi-monthly check-up visits, but you'll be able to bare it, you have to. Gosh I wish I was there, this isolating stuff, HEHE, you know that wouldn't stop me from making myself very present, and very annoying, but hey, that's why you love me right?

Stac, yeah, I'm sick, *hack* very sick, and my dad's doing a number on me, today, as soon as I set foot out of the shower I was greeted with a snappy, "I HOPE you don't THINK you going anywhere THIS weekend!" Yes folks, tonight Justin had a blockbuster night. AND CAN YOU BELIEVE the bastard actually DEMANDED to go to the movie store WITH ME, just to make sure that's where I was really going. WELL FUCK ME, I can't even lock my goddamn door anymore, I feel like I'm 2 GOD DAMN years old. Anyway, enough about me...

Thanks for worrying about me though =) I'll be okay, didja get any e-mails from me? Ah, anyway, re-open the lines of communication because I could use the friendly ear, IN A BIG WAY.

Jade? Jade? Oh Jaaaaade? Anyone home? Anji? Arthur? Michelle? Huh, guess they must be out...

4:10 AM | Jus | url | #

hello world. I'm alive... barely.why am I up at this hour. severe depression. the pillow is not such a good thing right now. I just feel like stealing the car.... going for a joy ride. see where it takes me.I am just not myself and afraid I will never be myself. should I drown my sorrows with an alcoholic beverage? maybe some mokatika Tracey! or maybe I should ride this FUCKED UP WAVE OUT. I dunno. but whatever I do. I gotta decide quick. quick. quicker. the quickest I can before I do something.... weird. drastic... something final. love y'all

1:25 AM | Xelent | url | #

tuesday...goin to see shrink....

10:53 PM | spud | url | #

for the past week i haf isolated myself from everyone...refusing to go to school...
lacking even the energy to get out of bed ...eat...

this has been so for years...and because i chose to ignore it...i allowed it to grow.....
now i'm just drowning.....i've dug myself so deep....

10:51 PM | spud | url | #

krys: what's the prognosis?

9:58 PM | stace_m | url | #

*sigh*
ladies and gentlefreakz...
it has been clinically proven(though i coulda tell u this) that i am severly depressed....
tsk tsk...my life keeps gettin better an better....
joy...oh joy to this sick,sad world.......

8:49 PM | spud | url | #

*looks around*

so. where the hell is everyone? well, the sick bastard is actually a sick bastard. dammit justin, how do you get yourselves into these things? i am worried about you -

anj ? x? jade?

krys: econ stress? or art?

trace: ah, ent!

*gone*

6:40 PM | stace_m | url | #

@#%* My site is down :( I want my own dotcom dammit.

How are you feeling Jus? Krys? ANJI! DRE! *thwack* blog dammit.

11:25 AM | Trace | url | #

Guess I'm not the only one having a bad week...

1:32 PM | Trace | url | #

woe is me...oh misery,oh misery!

1:13 PM | spud | url | #

*grumble*
*lets out BIG sigh*
O Friend! I know not which way I should look
For comfort,being,as I am,oppressed,
To think that now our Life is only dressed
For show; mean handiwork of craftsman,cook,
Or groom! We must run glittering liek a Brook
In the open sunshine,or we are unblessed:
The wealthiest man among us is the best:
No grandeur now in nature or in book
Delight us. Rapine,avarice,expense,
This is idolatry; and these we adore:
Plain living and high thinking are no more:
The homely beauty of the good old cause
Is gone; our peace,our fearful innocence.......

*sigh*

2:14 PM | spud | url | #

Jus!!! Poor chile. I find you're getting sick rather often since you've been away. Is all that KFC. Eat your vegetables!!!! Do go to the doc please...geez.

T-shirt things? Lord I have time for that when? March peut-etre? I'm pretty busy these days though so I'm in and out here and there.

Where is Anji, Dré , Arts and Chris? Bastards :P Bah come here dammit. I'm out again. Sleep and stuff.

12:14 AM | Trace | url | #

Hey guys.

I've been really sick this past week, so much so I have to find my ass over at a doctor's soon before I cough up a big chunck of my lungs and drop dead. I hope everyone's doing good, and no one's sick!

Dre, use msn internet calling and give my ass a call would you? That also goes for any of you who'll kill your time to talk to my stupid ass =P

Whatever happened to those t-shirt things Trac? Krys I got your letter, thanks spud ;)

Well peace out guys.

11:12 AM | Jus | url | #

Dré come bacccckkkkk! Dammit cheer up!! This is going on way too long. I miss your usual witty cool posts :(

12:29 PM | Trace | url | #

hey everyone. life is stil..... well... life. stac still doesn't have a modem I called her on sunday. that covers my post for however long. bye

7:38 AM | Xelent | url | #

I'm here Jus - well sorta. I'm pretty darn busy. Stac has no modem still I think so I don't think she'll be blogging anytime soon. I have to call her. More things added to the "to do" list. Lovely. Please make Arthur blog :P

12:11 AM | Trace | url | #

Ladee da....
hmmmmm....
*munch munch*

*clickety..click...*

wow....hmmmm....
*over and out*

6:37 PM | spud | url | #

okay so either everyone's dial-up died at the same time, or *sniff* you guys don't love me anymoreeeeeeeeee, okay so I'm being overly dramatic, hoo-ha.

I saw our friend Jade off at the airport a few days ago, and no I didn't go to see her just to get my presents, cuz I didn't think she had them ;) so boo! It was rather interesting, we hid her bags and made little children of ourselves, "we" being Danel and I.

Well guys, Arthur made an interface for the site, which will be number 2 soon enough on that little black tab at the top of your screen. and I've yet to complete the bottom sections, yikes.

Dre, what the hell is wrong with you, I'm the brooding, depressed, goth-affected type guy, sans the blue hair and nipple rings. Cheer the hell up man, you've actually got me worried, sheesh, don't make me have to bring Arthur for your ass.

8:11 PM | Jus | url | #

Hmm hullo. I thought I'd have 10 pages worth of blogs to read. Just checking in. I'm alive and sans monitor still :(

Dré hey hmm argh you still aren't pulled together? Eeek! Please feel better soon.

Jus - oye. Slap you around? *snicker* Nahh. I am way too nice. lol.

Interior/fashion design = good Krys. Some art teachers believe you should be able to do other crap before you delve into the higher realm of abstract. Wudeva. Ok fingers cold. I done blog.

I miss you all!!! Arghh.

1:43 PM | Trace | url | #

Please, as though it's even possible to pull a guilt trip on the heartless one.
Err..I mean...umm.

So Florida is very over.
And I'm heading North. Well, Jus, I'm not going straight to NY, there's that little stop in Boston. So I get to spend some time with my Cary. Hmmm. I have got to find myself at Pratt come Sunday. Check-in. Hurrah.
Oh..I can't wait.
I've got a bit to complete before I go. The last of pack-up and such, so I doubt I'll be getting much sleep tonight.

Jus, dawl, looks like you'll have to pick up your Christmas present here sometime. Or should I post it?
Must cease laughter.

Oops..I've had far too much to drink, and soon my typing will show it, so before I offend anyone with exceptionally poor grammar, and bad spelling, I'm out of here.
Behave yourself people, I'll see you soon.

11:20 PM | Jade | url | #

Ack... gag... hack...

hairball.

Um, guys? Are you there =(

Is anyone... there...

*echoes*

Well one of our evil friends is leaving for New York Friday, Jade's ditching us for the big apple, so, um, just thought I'd let you know. Make her feel really, really bad if she leaves without posting something... hehehe.

As for MDK187, he's in my apartment, and he snores, thus making me throw dirty clothes on him in hopes one would mask the sound. Shhh, don't tell him I said that...

1:22 PM | Jus | url | #

Stac is worried about me. ooh how sweet. I don't know how this sounds but I'm worried about myself. I am thinking weird things. saying weird things. and when I worry myself there is need to worry. something ain't ticking in my clock any more. probably a couple coils more before insanity and I am so dead serious at this point. I'm not joking around or anything. I'll give Stac a call tomorrow. let her know that I am alive. Jus no problem. I don't look at you as a dog because I expected it and to be honest I am so fucked up in the head right now that I am numb to shit that happens. peace people

9:53 PM | Xelent | url | #

La-di-da.

I make my return, I'm sure the ooohs, and aaaahs ensue.

So let's go down the list.

Easy Lime, I think it went off nicely, I would have loved if Anj and Dre had been with us the entire time, but alas, these things never turn out the way we plan.

Stac, I want back my hat, and your rings are safely resting in my room, you will get them back soon. Go check yer e-mail too.

Dre, I'm a dog, I'm a dog, I tried, but my car got taken away from me that same night I called you, that rather sucked. At least I got to use the hell out of it while I had it.

TRAC, ugh, come up here and slap me around.

AND TO EVERYONE, a bunch of love wrapped up in a big smile, and even though you might cringe and roll your eyes, a big hug to everyone in this crazy blog, and I really REALLY hope this year turns out decently (it's all we can ask for) for us all. Yes I do love you. Yes I am a moron, what a combo...

*trips over radiohead cd*

9:22 PM | Jus | url | #

argh!
what sense iz being an art teacher...an not understanding abstract???
some ppl need big kick....
joy...haf 5 art sba'z to do over..for the friggin zillionth time....
3of which are textiles....bleh!! dred it so...though this is somewhat ironic due to the fact that i haf intentions of interior/fashion design...
whOoptee doo....yadda yadda....econ teacher just won't get off my case...she seemingly finds it fulfilling in humiliating me....oh the love of teachers....tisk tisk.....
Anywayz.....need chocolate....over and out....

3:14 PM | spud | url | #

I was wondering where the hell you disappeared to man. Finally. I think we've been either been m.i.a. or not around or having technical troubles, or whatever. Course they're those who are just meanies and don't wanna blog.

Glad to see you back though. Vent all you wish. I talked to Stac last night and she mentioned that she's worried about you, though she lost your number along with all the other info on her HD - may it rust in pieces.

Things seem to be getting back to some semblance of normalcy - well boredom or something. Argh I'm getting busy again.

8:44 PM | Trace | url | #

dré peeps inside. then bust up in the mothaf*cka with a

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE

I'm late. I know. haven't been myself. still not myself but trying to get out of it. so what's the dilly people. where are all of you! come on. what's going on. y'all said you'll be here when I wanna vent. where are you! I've been gone for about a week and I hardly see any post from y'all. what it is! I'm trying to cope with this thing call life. failing miserably but still trying. come back peeps. easy LIME is not a fad. we can't just have this going for a couple weeks and then it dies. bring y'all asses back here

5:08 PM | Xelent | url | #

i be good at econ...

oh , hear this, i have no modem. this post is from a friend's house. pray for me.

4:34 PM | stace_m | url | #

Sorry not I Krys... I'm the artsy/language one.

Umm where is everyone? Dammit. Well I kno Jus is at cinema...the bastard chose to call me like 2 minutes before they (should have) left and expected me to arrive on time. Tsk.

I'm missing you people dammit. Come back. Dré? Wheretf is Arts? *grumble*

8:27 PM | Trace | url | #

anyone good ...i mean DAMN good at econ?

5:09 PM | spud | url | #

Hmm I'm in a sucky mood now for some strange reason. I think I have to vent - somehow. Ah well. Hey Anj independent woman vibes always cool - well when is necessary or something.

Lessons learnt last year. Hmmm. Don't look too far ahead and stop talking too damn much. For me that is. A gazillion and 3 things to do this year - one day at a time scenes.

8:55 AM | Trace | url | #

***HAPPY NEW YEAR!***
dontcha just hate the way this whole new years thing makes you feel like u have to contemplate life, past present and future?
it was for this reason i was determined last nite not to be in any situation conducive to thinking...ie out of my house, respectably intoxiacated if needs be. seeing that i didn't locate pier1 tickets, i had 2 options- crew's inn with my mum or a house party by a not-too-close- friend..i chose the latter for obvious reasons.
so at midnite i stood watching the purrrty fireworks and i was soo proud of me.i missed my friends- 'my girls' (which despite the misleading name consists of a few males)- and i didn't miss that other person..i'm making progress. i was rocking the whole independent woman vibe..
so all-in-all it didn't suck.
but nooowww..i got homework to do for tom..eeeww

it's tradition that my friends and i discuss what we've learnt the past year, make predictions for each other for the next yr and compare the past yr with the predictions made prior. seeing that we don't really know each other the prediction thing mightn't work but if i may be so bold as to ask..what do u all think u've leant for the past yr?

2:02 PM | anji | url | #

Happy Milloonium!

Ok so I ended up at Anchorage whoopeeding. Hey at least my dress looked good. I should learn now not to depend on assholes to get tickets when I can get them for myself tsk - the bobo who was organising decided not to listen to the moi - for I am of course a nobody who knows frickin nothing...and realised too damn late that he couldn't get. So you know who I did not lime with last night. Otherwise hung with Rav and his bro which ended up alright. Btw we had the cooler fireworks - nyah nyah nee boo boo.

Pier 1 - who to see there? Only Jus ent? *snicker* So Dré all in all you didn't miss much - though we had some nice Mocha tikas or howevertf you spell it. Mokatika? Blah. Though I am a lame drinker so ah well. Oh and Dré doh worry eh...we all go thru these downs sometimes. Ah if we'd only follow our own advice ay? :) Always stuff to say - never can do it yourself.


Stac hmm hehhe no pics..there was nothing to see :P Err yeh...um files later on la teléphone. *spins in wittle circles* Let's just say much fun was had by all. Hey at least you've been keeping yourself occupied!! Web work is good.

Argh I have been neglecting my people, my blogs et al. Ah well there's next week to get with e-mails n stuff and send post New Years cards.

10:48 AM | Trace | url | #

righto.

seeing that everyone else is out, guess it's up to me then.

Happy Millenium Folks.

12:52 AM | stace_m | url | #